Quote from: Xavier on December 03, 2018, 04:06:53 PM
Why do you think you're bipolar, Kae?
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Ok, Lemme restate. I don't
think I have Bipolar disorder, nor do I want it. My grandma, Mom and brother are all bipolar so i know first hand that it's a lot to deal with. My grandma has actually been urging me for a couple of years to see a professional because my behavioral "patterns" are reminiscent of hers before she was diagnosed but like...I don't wanna be bipolar and have to take meds and that stigma of being called bat shit crazy
Anyway, to answer your question... I deal with a great deal of the symptoms. The way i will legit burst into tears for seemingly no reason and then be sad for a few days and then start feeling my happiest fairly quickly after.
Or talking and thinking too quickly. Or my excessive online shopping habits (which I've talked about on here). or when i'll lash out at someone over VERY insignificant things. The smallest shit will cause me to blow the fuck up sometimes & i'm just sitting there like whoa
Sometimes I will have an overwhelming amount of energy during the day after like 2 hours of sleep and other days i'm barely able to function and focus with a FULL 8 hours. I didn't really see these symptoms within myself and behavior until it was all outlined in a few psych classes that I took freshman/sophomore year. I don't know if it's bipolar disorder, I could just be a moody bitch or it could be something else, but there is clearly something wrong. I don't think u need to be fckn Sigmund Freud to be able pinpoint ur OFF behavior